Lyrics

Manasa Deho Goho #1

[Very quiet piano. Slow. Spacious. A private prayer.]

My mind…
my body…
my home…

everything I call mine…

I place it
at Your feet,
O Nanda Kishor.

[Refrain — softly, like surrender]

Manasa deho geho,
jo kichu mor,
arpilu tuya pade,
Nanda Kishor.

[Silence. Piano continues alone.]

In happiness…
or in sorrow…

in life…
or in death…

I have nothing
to fear
when I am
at Your feet.

Whatever You wish…
let it be.

Keep me…
or take me…

I am Yours.

[Long pause]

I am Your servant.

I belong
to You.

[Refrain — voice beginning to break]

Manasa deho geho,
jo kichu mor,
arpilu tuya pade,
Nanda Kishor.

[Piano alone. No rush.]

If I must
be born again…

let me be born
where Your devotee lives.

Let me be nothing…

even a worm
in the home
of one who loves You.

I do not want
the highest birth…

if I must live
without You.

[Silence]

[English refrain — once]

My mind, my body, my home,
all that is mine…

I place it at Your feet,
O Nanda Kishor.

[Quiet instrumental prayer]

I want the company
of those
who want nothing
from this world…

who ask for nothing
for themselves…

who only want
You.

Let me remain
near them.

Let my heart
learn from them.

Let me learn
how to love You.

[Voice becoming tearful, still quiet]

Manasa deho geho,
jo kichu mor,
arpilu tuya pade,
Nanda Kishor.

[Long silence]

You are my father.

You are my mother.

You are my beloved.

You are my child.

You are my Lord.

You are my teacher.

You are my shelter.

[Voice almost fails]

You are…
everything
to me.

[Piano alone]

Bhaktivinoda cries…

O Kana…

hear me.

O Radha-nath…

You are my life.

[Long pause]

You are…
my soul.

[Final refrain — not louder; surrendered, crying]

Manasa deho geho…

jo kichu mor…

arpilu tuya pade…

Nanda Kishor…

[Pause]

Manasa deho geho,
jo kichu mor…

arpilu tuya pade…

Nanda Kishor.

[Almost no accompaniment]

I am Yours.

[Silence]